longing to be alone,but...

Though  I wished to be alone
It never happened..
Drizzles of love never let me
-my dear ones never let me
Sometimes my dreams and
Sometimes the chirruping birds
Never let me to be so-to be alone..
Now the letters are playing with me.
Dancing in my heart and sometimes
Jumping out through my pen  into a paper
                   Preserving this love for tomorrow
                   For if someone comes with the same-
                   The same feeling of mine..
                   Now this is my dream-which
                   Again diverts me from to be alone
                   My dream-its an assurance for tomorrow
                  That I will not think to be alone again...